Inner peace.

You guys have no idea how peaceful I suddenly feel inside of me right now, it's amazing. 

It's as if the huge rock inside of me has suddenly been lifted.

It's like the inner me that has been longing to find peace has just succeeded & I just feel.. Peaceful.

Nope, it's not cause my exams ended already, in fact, I'm still going to be having my last paper tomorrow, but still, I have submitted & surrendered it all to God. I'm going to let him take the reins over my life. 

I thank my bestest friend ever, Esther, for having brought The Lord into my life. She's been helping me so much these few days, even at the lowest points of my life, I'm thankful she was there to help me instill my trust in The Lord & get back up on my feet again.

Thank you Es Dear (: Love you so much. & I'm thankful for having you in my life, sincerely. 

Honestly feeling, even though I feel much more at ease right now, I can very honestly also tell u I'm afraid of how long it'll last. I want to forever have such a feeling of calmness and all, but they always say that Good things always come to an end, so I'm still slightly afraid. But I believe that no matter what happens, The Lord has greater plans for me so I shall try to learn to trust more in The Lord. (:

Tomorrow's finally the last paper, but it's also CHEMISERY/CHEMYSTERY/CHEMISTRY.

It's really one of my dreaded subjects, cause I haven't seemed to really been doing well in this subject, at least not yet (I hope?) 

I kinda really worked hard during the June hols so I really hope some of my efforts will pay off. For chem I'm not really aiming for a high grade, but I hope at lease when I get back my exam script, I would be smiling at some improvement I've made, & at least feel a wee but encouragement to work harder? (:

Let's all Do our very best! To everyone else reading this that's facing exams right now too!! 

xoxoxoxoxoxo Thank You.