Sad yet Happy.

Today was an Okay day for me.

Got back my Chinese O Level results today..
& I got an A2.
(:

That I'm happy.

But I was so so so so freakin nervous before that that I began crying cause I saw and heard all my friends who got their results before me and saw that they all got either A1s or A2s.
I don't know how I would have taken it if the result was otherwise.

But sometimes I'm also not sure if getting good results is a good or bad thing.
In a way, yes its definitely good as.. well, its reflecting good on you, and you did WELL.
But if you look at it from another angle,
what if your really really best friend didn't perform as well as compared to you?
How would you comfort her/him?

Right then before I received the results, I was sitting with Yuju so I was holding her hand the whole while cause I was just so scared.
On one hand, I was naturally worried I would just break down anytime cause I didn't get the grade, and I needed some form of support.
But on the other hand, I was worried.
Worried if my whole clique may get their As but I end up without the grade?

Thanks to everyone who tried to calm me down and tell me things were okay.
Thanks Yuju especially for being with me to calm me down when getting back the results and for holding my hand throughout so I felt more comforted. (:
Thanks to Jiamin who gave me a big hug and said you'd treat me to ice cream if I got my A1 and calmed me down. (:
Thanks to Jayner sis for comforting me by telling me that everything was okay & trying to calm me down. (:
Thanks to Annabel for giving me a hug and also trying to calm me after getting back my results. (:
Thanks to Winglam my master for giving me a comforting hug after the results release and CONGRATS for ur BIG A1 & distinction. (:
Thanks to Yuntian for giving me the hug and it did calm me after getting back my results. (:

And sorry to some like Willi who I heard called me when he saw me getting all worked up over the results.. I did hear you Willi haha but at that point of time, I was just so pek chek that I didn't get to turn around and tell you I'm fine.

Thanks to all my other friends for saying I did well and congrats to all of you as well. (:

As for my other really wonderful friends,
even if you accidentally didn't make the grade this time round,
I'd just want to tell all of you,
that it's alright, okay?
I know you all may be thinking like I didn't get your marks so how would I know and stuff,
but I would just like to tell you that no matter what,
I'm sure that u all have put in the effort for this paper,
and even if you have not achieved the expected grade this time round,
don't be disheartened cause there will always be other chances and opportunities for all of you to excel in other aspects.
I'm sure of it.
<3 all of you, take care and God Bless.
(:

ouch.
my eyes are getting dry and hurtingg.
So I guess I'd better go to bed now.

Always remember that each one of you out there is special in your own unique way,
and nothing in this world or universe can ever change that fact.

Goodnight world.
<3

xoxoxo I guess Its time to Forget, and its for real this time.