2012....2013

Maybe joining it was the wrong decision all the way from the start.
Now even thinking about it only engulfs me in sadness, not joy or excitement.
I thought it would change for the better eventually.
I guess I thought wrong.
I don't know why and if the problem's with me, but it seems as though how hard I try, the situation can't improve.
I still hate to go for it and always feel so unhappy just thinking about it.

Enough of the stupid sad stuff that just makes me feel so unhappy.

It's 2013 already and I apologize for not blogging for sooooooooooooooo long hahaha that is if anyone is even still reading this blog of mine. (:
2012 has been a reasonably good year! I had some of the happiest times of my life, and also experienced some of the lowest points in my life. It's amazing how I get to learn so much stuff and experience so much in one year.

I am most grateful and thankful for having met the AWESOMEST class of all 1210.
I am really thankful for having met every single one of them, because they are all so unique and special and wonderful in their own way. (:
Haha thinking about that makes the ache & sadness in my heart really go away. (:
I'm really thankful for the chance they gave me, for the chance to be their CT rep, for the chance to help them in any way possible.
To be able to motivate them, to be able to brighten up their days, to be able to just be there and offer them my support or help them whenever they need.
& I really hope I've been of help as a good CT rep.
I'm thankful to God for putting all of them into my lives, and for giving me a class to really love and give my all.
I'm really so so so so proud of my beautiful and awesomazing class for being so bonded (quoted by tchers hehehehe) and FUN and just LOVEABLE. Hehe <3 p="p">
& hehe I shall type out some of my fears here cause I find them rather interesting!
I have:
Acerophobia - Fear of sourness
Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting
Demophobia - Fear of crowds
ICHTHYOPHOBIA- FEAR OF FISH (THISTHISTHIS)
Katsaridaphobia - Fear of cockroaches

Okay I'm getting quite tired of finding out my fears cause there's a whole long list from A-Z hehehehehe pardon me laziness <: p="p">
Lalalalala Brain please stop thinking of those things ur not supposed to think about okay lalalalalala. So stop thinking, and end off this blogpost, pack stuff for tmr's performance, & get ready for bed.

A'ight. Ciao amigos!

xoxoxoxoxoxo I just wanna be happeeeeeeeeeee.